Sunday, April 09, 2006 @ 7:29 PM
bEi gAn dOnG dE Zi wEi...
yesterday was the bbq... didn't talk ALOT though... cos anna and yun xuan weren't there ma.. so hanged out wif xin wei and jesslin for most of the time... well... i think it was quite fun la =)... anyway, sorry to junni, jesslin, jiong rui and ben ( plus the 2 other girls whom i cannot remember the names O.O )!!! i really really didn't know my whole family would be in the car.. sorry... arrghh.. i feel damm guilty.. hope didn't cause u all much problems...
anyway.. it was a bbq party la.. oh ya.. the people singed and singed and singed!! but most is eng songs la.. so i didn't sing too much.. haha.. and justina has a great 'high' voice!! really... can try to join campus superstar =).. haha... xing ku hari ben and jiong rui le... they were the ones who started the fire and cooked.. BUT I REALISED SOMETHING... hari man niang de.. haha.. me and xin wei and ji zhen were helping to poke sticks into the prawn.. den he was like there pulling the feelers out.. -_-... of course we all scream at him la.. haha.. DEN..... liddat not enuff whoa.. when we were all ready to cook, he realised he was holding the tongs and hurriedly ask nien yuen, " nien yuen u wanna cook??" haha... act act onli... lol.. hope he doesn't read this.. but just jokng la!! =D..
den when it was abt 7 plus, me xinwei jesslin and meng yee when to the seaside there to play.. built sand castle... ON ME AND XIN WEI'S FEET.. hahaha.. cos it was nite time le ma.. den the sand on the leng cooling cooling de.. very shuang!! but i was very scared tt will suddenly crawl out one crab la.. haha.. den at abt 8 plus.. me and jesslin went to the 'rocky area' and sat down.. tok tok tok.. sing sing sing... and catch aeroplanes.. lol.. cos jesslin believed tt if u catch 100 aeroplanes, u can make a wish and tt wish would come true.. but someone must beat ur hand after u catch an aeroplane.. so i refused to beat her hand.. in the end she beat my hand -_-.. haha.. den we just sat there for quite a while.. we sang dao dai, tong hua, lian ai da ren, wu ding, dang ni and many many more.. lol.. den we started to talk abt things... and it made me realise something abt jesslin...
" when u haf a problem, its not abt wat happened, but is is how u react to the situation.." tt was wat she said.. she is really a very very optimistic girl.. though the many problems in her life, she always faces it wif a smile.. ( i feel so emotional and cheem -_- haha..) so when she told me things abt her... i really was very very gan dong.. i cried... not because i pitied her.. but because i was very touched by the way she faces her life.. she is always smiling.. if i were her, i would probably not know how to smile lar.. haha.. yupp.. she cried a little bit too... haha.. but it was dark so nobody saw us.. HENG AR.. not long after.. we went packed up and went home..
Yesterday really made me wondered wat A PERFECT FAMILY really is.. and i now understand.. my family might not be the richest, or the most warm.. or the one wif all the joyful things happening arnd the house.. but... wo neng you zhe me yi ge jia ting.... wo yi jing hen man zu le...Jesslin.... ni yi ding yao jia you ok?? yong yuan zhi chi ni!! haha..
now still a little fan over some stuff la.. haiz... but oh wells.. next time post again.. bubbye =))..
P.S. sorry for being so un-me in this post.. heh.. i'll return to the singlish ah xin in my next post..
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