Monday, July 17, 2006 @ 4:39 PM
pAiN!!
Yes... my shoulder is aching from carrying one day of sling bag.. WHY AM I SO SHI BAI?!?!?! haiz.. today sch ended at 12.. wanted to go out wif the loolipops... so went down to find them...
me: eh xinwei!! want to go out???
xin wei: i lost my wallet.....
me: huh?? ( cos i really couldn't hear)
everybody: HE LOST HIS WALLET LA!!
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me: eh yun xuan!!! want to go out? maybe go back shps??
yunxuan: Orh, i going out with my frens, going to watch PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN!!!
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me: eh anna! want to go out? go shps??
anna: actually yesterday amanda ask me go out one leh.. then i told her cannot cos i thought i got CCA.. so i think i better call her and tell her that i'm free first loh.. if she not free den i go wif u loh..
me: okok..haiz.. spent half an hour finding someone to go out wif.. yun xuan asked me to ask karyn go out.. wah.. finally got someone to go out wif leh.. den i thought for a while.. if i go out wif her... wat am i going to tok to her abt? O.O maybe im not so 'into' the loolipops after all.... =TAND THEN... i sms-ed kiatshing to see if he was free... i waited and waited and waited.... still no reply... so... i went home loh =T... DAMN!!!!!!!! my mini afternoon holiday wasted JUST LIKE THAT.. den when i reached home... i watched tv for a while.. AND THEN SI KIAT SHING FINALLY REPLIED ME.. it was 2 already leh TT_TT... qi si LUN ar.......!! Yup that was my day =).. how was yours? =)___________________________________________________________
i've been thinking.. should we whole-heartedly care about our loved ones' happiness or whole-heartedly care about our own happiness? which one matters the most? i wouldn't say half-half is a choice, because that is really really difficult to handle.. we only live once. which one really makes one happy??so long, and goodbye; so long, and goodbye.