Wednesday, May 14, 2008 @ 7:24 PM
14 MAY 2008
if i could i'ld start all over again;
really speechless results.
can't find any word to express how bad it is.
especially amaths.
im not going to say im damn disappointed cos i studied damn hard and all that.
cos, i haf to admit i didn't -.-
but. i just want to say that im damn it disappointed,
cos i know how disappointed my mum will be,
with all the her high hopes that i would maybe work a little harder after that few weeks of 'counselling'.
i dun want to see that disappointment.
not mine. but hers.
den again, if i didn't want to see it so badly, i should haf put in more effort.
goes to show how immature i've been.
nowelle u fucking loser.
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want to type a whole load of fustrations here.
but i know i shouldn't.
was quite touched when a whole group of people crowded around my table to help me find marks for my chem paper. heh. thanks ruth qianyi joshua qinhui cheefong lewis jasmine jinni wenjie :]
the first thing my mum asked me when i came home was,
"hows your exams?"
i stopped for awhile and replied,
"today no exam."
i feel so useless.
dun really want to get back anymore papers ):
spare the results, spare the disappointment.
ahhh shut up la nowelle you deserve this.
just. shut. up.
anyways. changed our seats today. apparently we're going to change seats once every 2 weeks. which i think is actually quite cool :D so now im sitting beside joshua. and we're sitting right infront. qianyi and ruth are sitting beside each other right behind us. shermaine and clara is (are?) sitting on my left side, so im pretty satisfied with the seating arrangement now :D
sucks that i always don't keep to my promises,
when me myself dun like people who go back on theirs.
im really sorry ):
feel like going somewhere and never come back.
feel like going to sleep.