Saturday, May 24, 2008 @ 1:50 PM
24 MAY 2008
bestfriend.
i've not used this word on a person since..... pri 6?
don't know why.
maybe. cos i feel theres so much responsibility in that 10 letter word.
that pressure that you have to be there nomatter wat.
and the feeling like its only right tt you know and understand how she feels.
i've been a coward for the past 3 years of my life.
i should have understood that,
you fight with me because i actually mean something to you.
you've got so much faith in me, only to be disappointed time and time again.
you're like any other human being, you need care concern and attention,
especially from a best friend.
i know that 'sorry' is not enough to bring you back up.
but.. im really sorry.
you deserve better than this.
i dun want to see you crying anymore.
i can't bring back time,
but i will treat you how i should have started treating you a long time ago.
its time to give my best friend wat she really deserves.
because,
you're my best friend too.