Tuesday, May 06, 2008 @ 12:22 AM
5 MAY 2008
okay, i know shouldn't be doing this right now.
but i just got to blog all of this out.
Mr neo called my sis again.
she scolded me, again.
so of course i was damn bu shuang.
why?
cos mr neo blardy hell went back on his promise.
okay. thats another thing.
mr neo called my sis on sunday monday. by sunday night my whole family knew that i didn't hand in 3 math assignments and played poker cards in class -.-
den that nite i walked into my dad's home office wanting to take something. he called my name as i walked out of the room, so i stopped immediately and looked at him.
dad: i heard that you were playing poker cards in class ar.
*silence*
dad: were you?
me: *long pause* mm.
dad: why do you do things like that? you're getting from bad to worse. at first you fail your tests, den you go out until late at nite, and you play poker cards in school? don't you feel that its embarrasing? i was very embarrased when i heard about it you know. why can't you be more sensible, you're already like what, sec 3 this year? as a student you don't play poker cards in school, you don't go out until late at nite. you're a student, you study, thats YOUR job. you know, even kristal takes the initiative to study hard now. 人家已经长大了,会自己想. and you're still doing your own things here and there. we can just let you do wat you want you know. we can let you go and play all day, but when you grow up and want to go back to studying, i tell you, it'll be too late. you go and think yourself. do you think what you're doing now is right.
the whole scene just keeps replaying in my head.
yes, of course at first i was feeling angry.
but then as he was talking, i thought,
hey, what he's saying is so damn fucking true.
yes, mr neo's lesson is blardy boring.
its almost impossible to pay attention - or rather stay awake in his lesson.
his preaching is monotone one.
but,
as a student, im supposed to try to pay attention.
im supposed to try to understand what the moo he is chanting.
im supposed to hand in his work, or any other teachers' work lar hur.
im supposed to refrain from pasting my head onto the table.
im not even supposed to bring cards to school
if im going to want to get a single digit L1R5 by this year, im going to haf to do more den this. MUCH more.
the other day i was talking to my mum abt wat i wanted to be when i grew up. den we somehow ended up talking abt how much i hate studying, again. and all of a sudden she said.
mum: ehh xiao mei, if you really don't want to study den i think u just forget it la. i'ld rather you work hard in something you're interested in.
i didn't know what to say.
but somehow,
its words like these that make me want to work even harder.
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today's eng and ss paper was like CRAPPPP D:
quite expected lar, but still-
RAWRRRRR.
one more week to go.
JIA YOUUUUU~
today i kena slapped once (or twice?) and smacked on the head like almost 10 times. @&#%@*#&($^
oh yea, the people sent me the picture i took with wu yue tian already :D i look like crap, but ohwells. i will post it soon. till thennnnn....
TEEHEE.
ohya ohya. abt the joke. its either im too dirty or you guys are too clean o.o tskkk.
tell me how to grow up.