Friday, June 13, 2008 @ 4:44 PM
13 JUNE 2008
i need fresher air.
i wasn't angry lar. i was disappointed i guess?
disappointed with the way the situation was treated.
because such stuff happened before.
and u knew how i would feel,
but somehow for some reason, u still treated it that way.
even superman is human.
i didn't want to reply the smses because i wanted to think more before replying. didn't not want to reply a load of crap and den regret. because for all i know maybe it wasn't such a bad thing.
and yea, after thinking for almost a day, now i realised tt maybe, it isn't.
wats wrong with hanging out with friends, right?
i definitely don't have the right to stop you from doing so.
and theres nothing wrong with it, so i dun have a reason for wanting to do so!
(hur hur. confusing, but, yea.)
i guess i was worried, like the many other times before, that i would lose you.
that stupid effing insecure feeling.
but now to think of it,
it really is your choice.
not that i WANT to lose you,
of course i don't want to -.-
you're best friend, remember?
but if u wanted to leave, i wouldn't stop you.
cos if you're happy, i'll be happy too.
okay i should stop talking like a sickening lesbian.
I JUST SCRATCHED MY SUNBURN OUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
ohyea. happy 300th post, nowelle.