Monday, March 09, 2009 @ 9:29 PM
9 MARCH 2009
everyone is getting ipods):
how annoying.
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okay la fine im jealous la can..
tsktsk.
vinson got an ipod for free somemore D:
today.....
i witnessed the ugly of life.
maybe not the ugly of life..
but the ugly of people.
some people don't really do it intentionally..
they unknowingly do it,
hurting others without realising it..
yes its their fault and they ought to apologise.
but you can't really put the full blame on them too..
cos they didn't know it was wrong, and so they just did it.
like, if you didn't know that slapping someone in the face was wrong,
and you slapped someone in the face,
you DID do something wrong, and you shld apologise
but the kena slapped person shld actually understand and forgive that person.
because he didn't know it was wrong!
okay. bad example.
but you get the idea.
and then theres those people that do it intentionally.
they knew that its going to hurt others..
but they still did it.
they just did.
and then they hide their tracks so damn well..
lying through their teeth every. single. day.
acting like they were the innocent party instead..
and they're so damn good that people actually believe them.
maybe you did it because you really needed the cash..
and tonight i've been trying to put myself in your shoes.
if i were you, i wonder if i would have done the same thing too.
there was no time left.
the pressure and the desperation..
the helplessness.
maybe there was no other choice..
but i just want to let you know that
we really trusted you
and just so you know,
we even told others how trustworthy you were..
we never ever doubted you.
or rather.
I never ever. ever. ever. doubted you one bit.
i wonder wat you were thinking when you did it.
if you were sad and guilty that you had to do it,
or
you didn't feel anything at all.
this time there was no chance for me to back you up..
the evidence was right there.
i didn't even know wat to say.
people can get ugly when you least expect them to..
i just want to tell you that i still miss you and im waiting for your next call.
although i don't know if i'll be able to speak to you normally again..