27 july 2009

Something weird happened during dinner just now.
was eating and talking to my eldest sis just now when suddenly i noticed at the corner of my eye something on the floor.
so i turned to look at the floor.
and i saw a tiny frog.
which wasn't very tiny.
like..

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it was about the length of the line above?
yea go imagine.
so of coursed we freaked out and ran to the living room, afraid tt the frog was going to start hopping uncontrollably everywhere.
den i realised tt, the frog wasn't hopping.
instead it was kind of crawling on the ground.
and it couldn't be injured cos all of its legs were crawling.
it didn't even hop when my dad catched it.
a frog tt doesn't hop, but CRAWLS?

okay anyhoo.
sorry for not blogging for so long(thats if anybody still comes around here. heh.)
the reason im not blogging is kinda dumb so im not going to say it out here lest people start going 'HUH'.
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okay fine i will tell u all since u all are so keen to know.
i am sick of my blogskin.
i mean. look at my act chio buay chio photos up there.
sooo.. i am currently working on a nicer blogskin!
and i will change my url to something less embarrassing than the one above to go along with my nice nice blogskin.
i guess the next time i blog here would be to inform you guys tt my blogskin is READY!! and also to tell u all of my new url.
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WAT WAS I THINKING WHEN I MADE THE BLOGSKIN LAST TIME.
HOLY COW.
ARE U NOT SICK OF MY FACE UP THERE?
(okay even if you are, dun tell me pls. will feel abit heart pain.)
goes to show how ppl change, their preferences and all.

im supposed to be studying bio now.
but i've had something kept inside me for.......................................
very long.
i didn't want my first post in my new upcoming blog to be some sad depressing annoying post.
hence i shall type all my shit here!
although it doesn't make it any better that my last post here is going to be a post full of complaints....
but ohwells.

i guess this is what it means by when you gain something, you'll lose something too.
i get it, but its just so fustrating.
to see you not realising
to see you not doing anything
to see you not feel the same way
but i guess we all have choices, we aren't tied down to anything,
we are all given the priviledge of choosing
and talking to anybody or anyhead or anytoe we like
we didn't promise each other anything,
i guess i was the only person who saw it as a promise
and i feel so dumb.
i don't feel that important anymore
in fact at times i feel like shit.
im a person that doesn't like to fight for something if someone else wants it bad
so i guess im giving in
if you still give a shit at all.


maybe im overeacting and maybe my mind is as usual just thinking too much.
ahh shall not type any more here.
if not i think i'ld be writing until tmr.

im not angry.
i might seem like i am,
but no la im really not.