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2010-01-19T21:19:00.002+08:00

I don't get you.

Haiz theres so many things i want to type out now but i know if you see it i will regret.
Like how you regret about your choice.
but a slightly different kind of regret.
?
but anyway.
i think i've sacrificed alot.
you won't notice.
cos you never do.
and you probably think you sacrificed more than me.
but deep down we all know that is so not fucking true.
im just gonna do it one more time.
so do whatever you want.
i don't know what to trust that comes out of your mouth anymore.
is it really for other reasons, i will not know.
i just hope you make the right choice.
and i will let you make whatever choice you want.

you can't even hear the unhappiness.
you just keep going on and on about your happiness.
argh. i so need someone to talk to....

2010-01-12T15:30:00.002+08:00

what a grade man.
i told myself that if i got this i would be damn contented already.
but now im feeling all screwed up.
arghhh.
i know it ain't thaaaat bad.
but seriously it ain't tt good either.

i got what i wanted.
but deep down i really really really wanted to get better. like really fucking bad.
maybe thats why i broke down.

i really worked my ass off this time.
wtf.

2010-01-07T05:11:00.003+08:00

Had this dream just now whereby i was in my old house at bedok res. Heard some commotion in the living room, so i went to the living room to see what was happening. Saw my dad and my 2nd sis, and 3 strangers, this boy and 2 girls. apparently my dad caught one of the girls and the boy kissing and hugging outside my hse. so he invited them into my hse, slapped the girl's face and said to me 'xin, you better watch this!'. hahahahaha wth what a dream right.

anyhoo, its like 5.15am now but im not sleepy yet. jetlag?

so, prom is over. christmas is over. new years is over. turkey trip is over. chalet is over. next thing up would be the results.

):

i miss turkey alot. alot alot alot alot alot. the weather there was so cold, it made me angry in the mornings. lol. but the 9 days in turkey was so great):

okay evaluation for 2009.
wouldn't say that it was horrible for me. there were a few pretty good times i guess. but a few regrets too. argh but who doesn't do regretful things once in a while yea?

hope 2010 would be awesome-er!!

went to fb to look around, and happened to land on your page.
so, we finally broke the promise, you shit ass. lol.
bet you forgot about it. but it doesn't matter.
it was eons ago anyway and we were just being young and childish and afraid.
it would be nice to catch up abit though.
argh how can someone be so annoying and hate-able but yet so forgivable?
damn, you piece of shit!

fb kills alot of braincells hor, yx? sigh.

its 5.29am now and im so going to be late tmr cos im quite sure i'll not hear my alarm clock. yx and xws gonna kill me.

anyhoo. one last thing.

i can't thing of a new blog name. its so annoying. im really really really out of ideas. everything i want is taken -.- shit balls. thats why i didn't blog for so long. because i was planning to blog only after i switched to my new blog url. and partly also because the holidays were pretty packed la.

oh, and i want to say sorry to anybody i've hurt, angered, or annoyed last year. especially you, heard i did some major damage.. it was pure mean and its probably the 135274th time i said sorry to you (which seems to takes the meaning of it all away). i still think about those times occasionally and feel all apologetic.

ok. finally feeling abit sleepy. im out.

2009-11-22T23:32:00.002+08:00

down with cough and feels like im gonna have fever soon.
feel so weak all over
but why do i still eat so much when im not feeling well?!

went gym on tues with xiaohui.
walked all the way from tampines to her house (which is at tanah merah) and we both felt really accomplished :D
den introduced xiaohui to bigbang.
hahahahaha she fell in love with top in 3 seconds.
poor minho, gone from her heart just like that.
but top really is pretty hot.

went out with the girls on thurs.
bloody pumps. killed my feet.
nevertheless, it was a nice day :)
love you guys many many!

met up with the cousins on friday.
xiangjie is finally back!! :D
had good jap food at ion.
and watched 2012, which was really really good.
den rushed to teoheng and spent the rest of the night singing and watching jonathan perform Gee :D

i really wish i can get well soon because theres so much things i haven dooooooo!!!!!

i don't get what you're trying to do.

2009-11-11T19:20:00.003+08:00

arghhhhh the anger. its just a small thing but it made me boil up to the brim. argh i was never like this, to be angry with someone for so long. but its really...........
wtf has it got to do with you anyway?

its just bio and chem left and then MUHAHAHAHAHAHA..
i remember the first day of 'O's when i was sitting at my seat, i was wishing damn hard that it would suddenly rain den a bolt of lightning would strike into the hall and hit me so that i could die instantly.
and now its ending!!!!!!! :D

i shouldn't be like this. i'll get hit by karma.

2009-10-24T22:20:00.002+08:00

'O' Levels in 2 days + not confident in any subject + cramps like no mother + putting on unthinkable amount of weight = not a very nice feeling.

._______________.

good thing theres super junior bigbang ss501 music!

jasmine, we must resist the temptations.

2009-10-10T11:39:00.002+08:00

what if i just stop here and now.

sigh.
fuck you, amath assessment book.
fucking, fucking demoralising.

2009-09-18T13:46:00.001+08:00

im not myself when you're around.

tonights gonna be a good night.

2009-09-15T23:20:00.003+08:00

eventful day.

results are kns(like always) and im not really proud about it(like always) so im not going to say much.

but after school was gooooooooooood.
cheap k + kfc dinner.
how to not good :D

sang so many old songs today at k. no, not the Tong Hua kind of old, but the Ai Ru Chao Shui kind of old HAHA wat the heck eh. but still it was fun lol.

dinner was really good, because the honest and straightforward conversation was so happening. hahahahaha.
okay some parts made me quite sad and disturbed but LIFE'S LIKE THAT, so i decided to shuttup and let it go
instead of writing one whole long emo post like what i would have done last time heh heh heh heh.

its so cool that we can still talk about anything under the sun after so long 8D

can't wait for the next dinner liddat.
DUN EAT SAKAE W/O ME LA PLS
WAIT FOR ME LA K DUN GO ON FRIDAY. heh.

2009-09-05T02:56:00.000+08:00

okay, the skin is changed.
!!!!

yes but theres alot of problems with the skin.
like.
my profile part is gone.
so is the textbox!
and the music player!
and the links!

k. the truth is.
im pretty much an idiot at this blogskin stuff.
think you guys would have realised it.
since i take so bloody long to make one blogskin.

):
im not a very bright person.....

trying to figure out how to modify this blogskin hurts my self-esteem even more.
):

so yah. make do with this blogskin.
kbye.

2009-09-01T19:46:00.000+08:00

Helloooooooooooooooooo!

blogger is being weird.
the whole page is like white, with only the box and some other buttons.
or has blogger changed so much since the last time i logged in? o.O

okay anyhooooooooooooo.
HELLO LIL PEOPLE ITS BEEN A GAZILLION YEARS SINCE I'VE LAST DONE THIS!!
yes yes.
and i always seem to blog at the wrong time.
like, theres emath + bio tomorrow.
tomorrow.
tomorrow.
tomorrow.
.
.
.
and here i am typing. still typing. still typing.

ohwells. life has been quite mundane these days.
yet i can't say tt its thaaaaaaaaat bad....
okay i dunno wat im saying.

oh yes yes i rmbed.
i screwed up my o lvl orals.
darn it.
screw those ppl who did well.
screw you qinhui, screw you.
.
.
.
ok no kidding heh.

my dad just came into the room and asked me abt my exams.

dad: whens ur exams until?
me: this friday.
dad: wrong answer, its this november.
me: no, its........riiiight.

i will nvr stop studying until after 'O's with such a pressurising father at home.

thanks to xiaohui, im in love with wade johnston <3<3.
he's o******* HAHAHA.

okay la anyway.
i htink i'll be changing my blogskin this weekend.
to a temporary less annoying one.
although nobody comes across this blog already.... but ah well it makes me happier to change the skin.

2009-07-27T20:28:00.001+08:00

27 july 2009

Something weird happened during dinner just now.
was eating and talking to my eldest sis just now when suddenly i noticed at the corner of my eye something on the floor.
so i turned to look at the floor.
and i saw a tiny frog.
which wasn't very tiny.
like..

--------------------------------------------

it was about the length of the line above?
yea go imagine.
so of coursed we freaked out and ran to the living room, afraid tt the frog was going to start hopping uncontrollably everywhere.
den i realised tt, the frog wasn't hopping.
instead it was kind of crawling on the ground.
and it couldn't be injured cos all of its legs were crawling.
it didn't even hop when my dad catched it.
a frog tt doesn't hop, but CRAWLS?

okay anyhoo.
sorry for not blogging for so long(thats if anybody still comes around here. heh.)
the reason im not blogging is kinda dumb so im not going to say it out here lest people start going 'HUH'.
.
.
.
.
.
okay fine i will tell u all since u all are so keen to know.
i am sick of my blogskin.
i mean. look at my act chio buay chio photos up there.
sooo.. i am currently working on a nicer blogskin!
and i will change my url to something less embarrassing than the one above to go along with my nice nice blogskin.
i guess the next time i blog here would be to inform you guys tt my blogskin is READY!! and also to tell u all of my new url.
.
.
.
WAT WAS I THINKING WHEN I MADE THE BLOGSKIN LAST TIME.
HOLY COW.
ARE U NOT SICK OF MY FACE UP THERE?
(okay even if you are, dun tell me pls. will feel abit heart pain.)
goes to show how ppl change, their preferences and all.

im supposed to be studying bio now.
but i've had something kept inside me for.......................................
very long.
i didn't want my first post in my new upcoming blog to be some sad depressing annoying post.
hence i shall type all my shit here!
although it doesn't make it any better that my last post here is going to be a post full of complaints....
but ohwells.

i guess this is what it means by when you gain something, you'll lose something too.
i get it, but its just so fustrating.
to see you not realising
to see you not doing anything
to see you not feel the same way
but i guess we all have choices, we aren't tied down to anything,
we are all given the priviledge of choosing
and talking to anybody or anyhead or anytoe we like
we didn't promise each other anything,
i guess i was the only person who saw it as a promise
and i feel so dumb.
i don't feel that important anymore
in fact at times i feel like shit.
im a person that doesn't like to fight for something if someone else wants it bad
so i guess im giving in
if you still give a shit at all.

maybe im overeacting and maybe my mind is as usual just thinking too much.
ahh shall not type any more here.
if not i think i'ld be writing until tmr.

im not angry.
i might seem like i am,
but no la im really not.

2009-06-28T20:33:00.004+08:00

28 JUNE 2009

okay theres something i really wanted to do like super long ago but i keep on forgetting, its pissing.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CLARA!!

im so sorry for not wishing you on that day itself. lets go tanning again, is possible, soon, and blading when i have more monehhh! :]

someone tell me why we got to go back to sch tmr again....... :/

im so not ready for sch .____.

theres this scary feeling that after tonight, its gonna be mugging mugging and more mugging.

ok, not exactly, cos theres gonna be sam's chalet and definitely a few outings and all.........

but still. urgh.

ok. so. going to sch would mean tt.

1. i have to remove my black nail polish tonight.

2. i have to pack my bag tonight.

3. i got to try to finish up whatever homework i can finish up, by tonight.

4. i got to read organic chem again (!!!!!!!!!!!! KNN FORGOT ABT THE TEST)

ohohoh. today i've been spending some time looking for a phone. as in on the net.

cos my contract is done. TEEHEE!

right, so since i can't have my..

sidekick lx 2009,

i've been thinking of either

N97, or..

E63

i really like the N97 but i think its freaking ex. so next on the list is E63. which i think i would be getting but........ the colours are pretty ugly. i can't decide which is uglier.

or. maybe i should just wait for after Os. maybe there'll be better phones then! and my dad would be impressed by my super good results and wouldn't mind buying an expensive phone for me! :D :D :D :D :D

okay, wat are the chances, man -.-

what if i get like super disgusting results like now..... i might not get a new handphone ever, and my current phone might be confiscated.

O.O

fuck man.

okok anyhoo, today i was blog hopping and managed to land on doreen's blog. and i saw pictures of the desserts she baked herself and was really really really shocked.

shocked, in a good way. ok the word shld be impressed.

at first i thought she just koped pictures from other websites and stuff.. but den i realised tt she actually baked them HERSELF.

and den, i started recalling how the desserts i baked the past few times looked like.........

omg so embarrassinggggggggggggggggggg... i even thought the cupcakes i baked for valentine's were good and like gave so many ppl......... shit man.

nowonder nobody goes 'yay!' when i tell them 'eh i birthday bake for you okay!'.

big,big realisation today.

2009-06-26T11:39:00.002+08:00

26 JUNE 2009

woke up to snooze my alarm clock this morning..

my sis saw that i was sort of awake,

and said to me.

"eh xin, michael jackson is dead you know!"

okay i know it doesn't really concern me but...

WTH. MICHAEL JACKSON IS DEAD.

: O

ARE YOU NOT AS SHOCKED AS ME?

thought he was going to have a concert or something...?

hmm.

anyway the first thing i thought of was,

crap, wheres all his money gonna go to?

heh okay i know very bad but.... just curious.

WTH MICHAEL JACKSON.... IS...... DEAD.

LIKE....... DEAD.

ohyes and WEITING, i miss cheer too :(

2009-06-23T22:02:00.012+08:00

this was supposed to be posted on..

23 JUNE 2009

photos do the talking!!

Malaysia trip 4/6/09 - 9/6/09

Student Camp 11/6/09 - 15/6/09

Sentosa Outing with girls 18/6/09

2009-06-21T16:17:00.002+08:00

21 JUNE 2009

been busy helping my sis out with her cheerleading stuff and staying at home spending some quality time with mah family..

hence i've missed quite a few outings with the people..
and this feeling kinda sucks..

misunderstandings with someone
not getting heard out enough by someone else..
losing contact with the world.

sometimes i don't need anything...
i just need you to understand.

will update on:
-camp
-sentosa outing with girls
-fathers day dinner/lunch

soon!

2009-06-17T15:36:00.000+08:00

WHAT
THE
FUCK.
THIS
IS
EXACTLY
WHY.

2009-06-03T17:58:00.002+08:00

3 JUNE 2009

okayokayokayokayokay.

this holiday is really different from the previous few

cos the previous few i've been going out like no tmr almost every day.

but this time its just staying home and chionging hmwrk.

surprisingly im not that bothered by this.

i bet if i was doing this in sec 3 i'll be like blogging a whole emo essay every single day abt how hmwrk sucks and how sch sucks and how life sucks.

gosh i hate it when i become emo and blog some emo stuff...............

after im over the emo period and i come back to read the post,

i'll feel bloooooooooooooody....................... embarrased.

okayokayokay anyhoo,

someone im kinda jumpy and excited these days although i do nth but my hmwrk because............................

1. i'll be going malaysia with the cousins tmr until tues :D *runs around hse doing cartwheels occasionally* positive that its going to be fun. as in FUNNN.

2. my new blogskin......... is under construction!! :D *runs around hse doing cartwheels occasionally again* no more of my sickening blogskin with soooooooo many pictures of myself during the act chio buay chio period.

3. ........

okay. i can only think of 2 things why im kinda happy right now. shit man. wat an easily contented person.

went to watch star trek and night at the museum 2 yesterday with xiaohui.

think during the whole night at the museum 2 movie our minds were just filled with captain kirk's face hor, xiaohui?

hehehe how can anybody not like captain kirk.

captain kirk is mine, you can have his father.

lol.

okay but star trek is a really awesome movie.

cheem, but still awesome.

got to watch this. freaking awesome.

okay the next time im gonna blog is probably when i come back from the trip..

that time i'll be blogging all the photos and stuff. i think.

have so many things i wanna do before the trip.
1. phone soo the pig.
2. crap with vinson
3. go kbox with shermaine. (which is quite impossible sry! D:)
4. lose like 10kg so that i can go to malaysia and eat and eat and eat and put on 12kg. (another impossible thing to do. the lose 10kg part.)

okayokayokayokayokay. I'LL BE BACK.

2009-05-30T16:26:00.000+08:00

kill me.

2009-05-17T21:53:00.002+08:00

17 MAY 2009

theres still like a papers left excluding SPA
but i've totally no more determination and patience to sit at that very same spot i've been sitting at for the past few weeks on the edge of my bed with my table and mountains of books.

which makes me wonder
wat if i feel like that halfway during the o levels?

O.O

not good. not good at all.

i've somewhat lost the want to blog..
because im sick of my blog skin.
lol.
bet you'll nvr guess that i'll say this..
nowelle is actually sick of her face being up there.

alright, just want to blog some stuff..

1) went to watch Angels and Demons yesterday with the cousins. bloody awesome movie! so damn exciting, so damn interesting, so damn bloody genius. MUST WATCH.

2) im so going to sign up for some gym or something after the exams. cos i was best friends with this blue tin of butter cookies during the mugging period... and........... yea. it kinda betrayed me.

3) IN NEED OF MONEH AND SHOPPING!!

right, so until i get a new blogskin.....

catch you guys later!

2009-04-25T23:29:00.011+08:00

25 APRIL 2009

okay.. i know im having like abit too many american idol songs on my playlist..

but adam lambert and anoop desai are reaaaalllllyyyyyyy goooooooooooooood :]

too bad anoop is out.

knnbbqchickenwing.

been awhile since i last posted..

cannot really hao lian and say 'its cos i've been mugging like mad!'

because........ i wasn't.

been studying.......... but not alot.

which makes me very worried everytime i think about the time left ._.

okay the main reason why i haven't been blogging is cause my internet was down for about a week.

butttttttttttttt... the good news is.

my dad sent the laptop for repair.

so now whatever trojan horse slimming promotion virus........

IS ALL GONE!

yes yes. now i can go on msn happily and stress-free-ly

without ppl telling me that the slimming promotion thing i sent to them obviously doesn't work looking at my body now..............

.____________________________.

anyhoo. got loads of peekchers to post.

18/4/2009

belated brithday celebration for Kristal's birthday with the cousins :]

went to Minds cafe and then to teoheng.

was a pretty enjoyable night.

^one whole stack..

^a little lesser..

^one card...

^no card!

^everyone was supposed to look shocked. haha look at heng's face.

24/4/2009

early celebration for Jonathan's birthday :] hahaha.

went to fish and co and caught a movie at plaza sing after that.

fish and co was goooooooooooooood :]

crazy and fun bunch of ppl

'this song is dedicated to the tan-kwok-yeoh family..'

haha sounds like some vulgar word.

^i would be as pek chek as kelvin and kristal if i was beside jacq... hahaha!

^eye big big, nose big big, mouth big big

^'eh jonathan, look very, very happppppy!'

^hahaha he look like he's some hao lian rich kid.

just feel like blogging out some stuff..

1) didn't manage to reach my aim of getting top 50 for 2.4.......... ): but anyhoo. at least i improved.

2) bowling is going for student camp 2009. together. again :D

3) im still thinking about that day till now.

2009-04-15T23:01:00.003+08:00

15 APRIL 2009

i just cannot study amath i'ld like open my book and desperately try to remember the formulas and try to do some of the questions and den almost everytime okay not almost is everytime i would get stuck at a question and i would stare at it and ponder about how the f to solve it and den i would just somehow doze off on my book like seriously omg its getting so annoying liddat mid years prelims o lvls how ma de why liddat why WHY

WHY?!

if only differentiation and integration had something to do with food):
confirm top level.

2009-04-15T19:19:00.002+08:00

15 APRIL 2009

1) i accidentally whacked 2 aunties with my lightning bagpack today on the bus on the way home. hehe. was trying to squeeze my way out of my seat and out of the door. but my bagpack was too bulky. den it like totally smacked them in the face. heh. i know its not very nice. but i thought it was quite funny. lol. heng they not angry or anything.

2) tmr is handover liao o.o crazy. why is time passing so fast. i dun rmb doing anything as a welfare ic :/ but i am so gonna do the ED tee. really. im gonna like come up with 5 more ideas. really need to do something for ed..

3) i jumped 270 for sbj! :]

4)

okay this video has no meaning but i just think its quite funny lol. wat the heck is her problem.

anyhoo, okay la no i didn't jump 270 for sbj. just 200.

okay la fine no. sbj was like orh bi sai and monkey shit and century egg put tgt.
it sucked.

2009-04-12T16:59:00.003+08:00

12 APRIL 2009

i know im really really slow..

but i watched twilight with my sis on thursday night.

and i understand why yunxuan was so crazy over edward cullen last time.

omg when he picked up bella from her hse to go sch tgt

den he wore his shades and got off the car and put his hand over her shoulder.

and in the ballet studio

his angry face when he was looked at james cos he hurt bella.

crazyyyyy.

crazily charming hahaha.

and charismatic.

the word 'charismatic' kinda reminds me of someone. but anyhoo..

and to think i still thought those ppl who were crazy abt edward were kinda loserish....

okay i will get over the i love edward phase asap.. kinda embarrassing.

will post abt friday's outing when i get all the photos.

love u girls many many :]

当人群散掉突然觉得我可以死掉我受不了

2009-04-08T23:09:00.001+08:00

8 APRIL 2009

"谁能把悲伤从新洗牌?"

2009-04-07T18:10:00.004+08:00

7 APRIL 2009

was walking home from bedok mrt just now.
like always, i'ld tap my card and walk down the escalator.
but just now, i realised that there was this mjc girl walking beside me.
it was damn weird.
she was like stalking me or something.

i tried walking faster, den she'ld walk faster too.
and i tried walking slower, den she'ld realise and slow down.

i was like kind of irritated and was already planning to blog about how irritating she was when i came home.

den i suddenly thought of you. and was going to take out my hp to look at my inbox.
but just as i took out my hp,
that mjc girl walked really near. den she said,

"hey, hello. sorry for disturbing you.. but i just want to tell you something."

and i was like, "...oh..... okay."

"i don't know why.. but i have this feeling.. i just have this feeling that God wants me to tell you this.. he just wants me to tell you that he cares about you, and that he loves you alot..."

somehow i knew when she approached me it was going to be something about christianity. like maybe she'll try to convince me to attend her church.
or attend her cell grp (which she did in the later part, but thats another thing).

but at that moment i just felt so stunned.
like. that sentence was so simple.
but at that moment it meant so, so much.

she den started saying that she wants to know abit more abt me,
and so i told her.
and she shared abit about herself too.

after that she decided to walk me home.
which i was abit scared about.
but allowed her to do it anyway.

den while crossing the road halfway,
we stopped in the middle.
and she said,

"okay. just imagine this okay. look at that car. imagine one day you're going home like normal.. just crossing this road as usual. but all of a sudden, you didn't see the car coming, and you just... get banged. and you just die..."

i really pictured it.
i suddenly thought of the many ppl that i love so much.

she said some other stuff too.. but those didn't really get into my head. lol.

but wat really got me thinking was that..
why of all ppl did she come and talk to me?
and of all the times... why a time like now?

if maybe jasmine didn't have to photocopy her yan yu paper before leaving sch..
if i decided to go back home immediately instead of going to simei with jinni and jasmine..
if i decided to take 38 instead of taking mrt from simei..
if just one of the things above really happened..
i wouldn't be able to meet the mj girl.
she wouldn't be able to say those things to me.
i wouldn't be thinking about it so much now.

im just quite shocked that, of all times.
she just had to tell me this now. like, NOW.

i guess i hurt you real bad this time...
and i know along the way i'ld be missing you...

2009-04-06T17:39:00.003+08:00

6 APRIL 2009

i have like phobia of going on msn now.

i mean, its been like i think maybe 2 weeks since i last went on msn?

because my blardy msn has got some virus i think and goes arnd sending every single soul on msn some slimming promotion thing i think.

and its telling everybody that im losing i think 12 pounds?

which is clearly untrue. i mean. look at me.

-.-

more like put on right. honestly.

so i went to scan my lappy and this was wat came out.

LOOK.

KNNBBQCHICKENWING.

TROJAN HORSE!

im so dead. my bro-in-law is so gonna skin me alive when he finds out D:

better buy like donuts or something for him before i tell him ):

oh yes, syf i think was good :]

i mean, at least i didn't screw up. hehe.

damn why do i keep repeating 'i mean'?

i feel like one of the presidential candidates this morning.

the actors were really great too.

there was some misunderstanding at the beginning but the teachers said they thought we were just trying out the lights and sound so maybe the judges felt so too.

hehe.

changed my entire playlist.

yes i know they're not very new songs

but they're really nice....... and emo. heh.

sry la.

ppl now in the emotional emotional mode.

i don't want to drag it any longer..

i know the longer this goes on the more you'ld get hurt.

maybe im being really selfish.

im really, really sorry.

im so...

so..

sick of the word Sorry.

2009-04-01T17:38:00.005+08:00

1 APRIL 2009

didn't see it coming

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VINSONNNNNNN!

yunxuan and i finally dun owe you any presents anymore

hohoho :D

gave vinson his birthday present, last year christmas present, and last year christmas present..

today.

haha.

i have a feeling qinhui's last year christmas present and birthday present have to wait until his this year birthday too..

heh.

okay la no i won't let it happen.

eng lesson today was pretty interesting.

lol we switched classes with 4L for the whole day.

when lilykoh found out i think she was abit pissed.

but she decided to get the last laugh instead

and punished us by making everybody think of an incident which went wrong

and she would randomly call our register numbers to go infront of the class to talk.

lol.

wenjie's story was blardy funny.

it was something like..

"there was this time when i was primary 2.. den i was playing hide and seek with my friends during recess. den when the bell rang we still could not find this girl. so we went back to class first. and the girl came back like 20 mins late. she told us that she dun want to friend us already. but the thing is, we couldn't find her, so we could not tell her that we were going back to class."
lol. that girl is damn, damn sad. hahahaa.

went to css with the girls the other day.

failed attempt to take all of us

but vivien's face caught my attention hahaha.

walao eh arron is like...............

words cannot describe.

hahahaha.

HE WAVE AT ME CAN.........

cos i was waving like mad from my seat

den he saw and waved back hehehe.

okay la shermaine say he was waving to the whole crowd

...

but ahya. i prefer to believe wat i think hehe.

xiaohui and shermaine say i scream until like quarantine that woman.

shit.

heng not alot of ppl i know there.

if not blardy no 形象 .________.

xinwei say i scream until damn ugly.

den after that he kept mimicking me.

crap.

how the hell do you scream glam-ly?

im so gonna go learn.

to保持my玉女形象.

okay la im gonna write in point form some stuff that i just got to blog:

1. the other day out with the girls to celebrate xiaohui birthday was really good :D can't wait for another lunch like that.

2. syf is like this friday knn i forget the lighting stuff liao how how how

3. xh be strong girl. we're behind u all the way :]

4. my diet plan is so screwed. i just drank bubble tea -.- all your fault. haha.

5. i love hengjie. okay i didn't really want to say this. she forced me to do it.

2009-03-29T12:28:00.000+08:00

29 MARCH 2009

2009-03-23T17:20:00.003+08:00

23 MARCH 2009

20 march 2009 [FRIDAY]

went out with the cousins to celebrate jacq's birthday :D

had steamboat at tian tian huo guo

which was the first time i ate steamboat and didn't feel like exploding

but its a good thing i guess :D

den they came over to my place for sleepover :D

played taboo, circle of death, ugly ugly ugly (which me and qixiang suck at) and 'i have nvr..'

haha ohya my sis intro-ed this game called 'who to marry, kill and shag with'

its like you have 3 ppl to choose from, den u have to choose which one to marry, kill and shag.

was damn sick but funny lol.

heng: "eh jonathan, choose between 许纯美, 如花 or 小甜甜"
jon: "WALAO EH!"

hahahahaha. guess who he chose to do wat 8D

22 March 2009 [SUNDAY]

went cheerobics with weiting :]

wasn't very enjoyable there.

it was blardy hot and stuffy and there was this grp of KR Steppers supporters standing infront of us that totally blocked our view. knn.

but managed to catch part of the performance and it was good :]

made me and weiting soooo damn interested in joining cheerleading again.

SHPS SHOOTING STARS ARE THE 6 YEARS DEFENDING CHAMPIONS, BABY 8D

eat that hohoho.

bangkok university is crazy O.O

they're like practically defying gravity!

where the hell do they get that much energy o.o

they. are. godly.

2009-03-16T19:08:00.007+08:00

16 MARCH 2009

okay can finally like sit down and type a proper post :]

since my dad is not at home and my sis is not using the comp..

recently i have been:

- going crazy over adam lambert's voice.

Black or White - Adam Lambert

- laughing my ass off while watching nigahiga and dane cook.

- dreaming of 胡宇崴 8D

okay la actually dream of him only once but it was a nice dream 8DDD

we were playing hide-and-seek in my hse hehe.

wat the hell right i know.

- thinking of getting an ipod with xiaohui

but the IT fair is over so......... dang we wasted the chance of getting an ipod plus $100 worth of freebies ):

- eating alot.

okay fine this one since when i don't do.

- attempting to complete homework

- smiling like some idiot whenever i think of you :)

Anyone Else But You - Michael Cera And Ellen Page

2009-03-14T10:50:00.002+08:00

14 MARCH 2009

gonna try to post everything and anything that im thinking of right this second.

time is just passing so fast.
theres so much to do.
so many things i need to improve on.
i know that if i get this results for Os i'ld be like crying my eyes off
but
why
am
i
still
not
doing
anything
?

argh.

9 days.
and it starts now.
either i make use of it or i waste it.

and i just want to say that im missing you already.

2009-03-12T22:31:00.001+08:00

12 MARCH 2009

but you.

2009-03-09T21:29:00.002+08:00

9 MARCH 2009

everyone is getting ipods):

how annoying.

okay la fine im jealous la can..

tsktsk.

vinson got an ipod for free somemore D:

today.....

i witnessed the ugly of life.

maybe not the ugly of life..

but the ugly of people.

some people don't really do it intentionally..

they unknowingly do it,

hurting others without realising it..

yes its their fault and they ought to apologise.

but you can't really put the full blame on them too..

cos they didn't know it was wrong, and so they just did it.

like, if you didn't know that slapping someone in the face was wrong,

and you slapped someone in the face,

you DID do something wrong, and you shld apologise

but the kena slapped person shld actually understand and forgive that person.

because he didn't know it was wrong!

okay. bad example.

but you get the idea.

and then theres those people that do it intentionally.

they knew that its going to hurt others..

but they still did it.

they just did.

and then they hide their tracks so damn well..

lying through their teeth every. single. day.

acting like they were the innocent party instead..

and they're so damn good that people actually believe them.

maybe you did it because you really needed the cash..

and tonight i've been trying to put myself in your shoes.

if i were you, i wonder if i would have done the same thing too.

there was no time left.

the pressure and the desperation..

the helplessness.

maybe there was no other choice..

but i just want to let you know that

we really trusted you

and just so you know,

we even told others how trustworthy you were..

we never ever doubted you.

or rather.

I never ever. ever. ever. doubted you one bit.

i wonder wat you were thinking when you did it.

if you were sad and guilty that you had to do it,

you didn't feel anything at all.

this time there was no chance for me to back you up..

the evidence was right there.

i didn't even know wat to say.

people can get ugly when you least expect them to..

i just want to tell you that i still miss you and im waiting for your next call.

although i don't know if i'll be able to speak to you normally again..

2009-03-08T22:35:00.004+08:00

8 MARCH 2009

i am so damn fullllllllllllll.

was planning to not eat dinner.

kept myself in the room.

but my mum da bao back one more packet of ba chor mee.

and the next thing i knew i was at the dining table.

blardy hell.

ah but wat the hell

we only live once yea.

hehe.

it scares me that so many idiots are mugging for Os already..

scares me even more that im scared but im not doing anything.

still not doing anything.

okayyyyyyyyyy. i shall go study chem now.

sometimes i really wonder if you mean that much to me

but at times like these.................

i guess i know the answer.

2009-03-05T22:06:00.004+08:00

5 MARCH 2009

been awhile since i last posted.

don't really know why i haven been using the comp too actually.

i guess i've been busy..

busy watching tv.

hehe.

okay, not something very good to be proud of..

Don't Forget The Lyrics was damn hilarious hahahahahahaha.

pck is da bomb mannnnnnnnn.

watched the bball match just now in sch.

yelled until no voice already.

it was damn niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 8D

if u missed it, you shld go slap yourself.

like 5 times.

ohyea and watched the badminton eastzone finals the other day too..

thought it was damn 刺激 but shermaine almost fell asleep la.

wth.

hahaha.

its really not that bad loooooooooooo..

craving for gummy bear ice cream now.

and im gonna change my blogskin soon. i think i change skin once every 2 years -.-

2009-02-25T18:55:00.003+08:00

25 FEBRUARY 2009

hahaha today was quite fun :D

cos played soccer for pe again.

clara jinni and me played again these 3 sec 1 boys.

was damnnnnnn blardy tired.

we felt like they were 歉疚-ing us.

cos we sucked until cannot suck liao lol.

anyhoo, we lost 3-4.

heh.

but it was fun lol.

so in love with soccer now.

2009-02-24T20:35:00.003+08:00

24 FEBRUARY 2009

100 Truths.
After you've filled this out, tag 15 people and have them do the same.
Remember to tag the person who tagged you.

Tagged by: Beverly Tan Shi Heng

Last beverage →
ice water

Last phone call →
yx. like now. lol.

Last instant message →
erm........ shermaine? i dun rmb.

Last song you listened to →
thinking of you - katy perry

Last time you cried →
can't rmb

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice →
no

Been cheated on →
i don't think it was counted cheated on la.

Kissed someone & regretted it →
lol er no.

Lost someone special→
Yea.

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:

Fallen out of love →
No
hahaha this reminds me of xiaohui's joke.
'yo mama's so fat, when she fell in love, she broke it.'

Laughed until you cried →
yea i think hahaha.
think it was something xiaohui did lol :D

Met someone who changed your life →
yea.

Found out someone was talking about you →
i guess..

How many kids do you want to have →
2 or 3 heh.

Do you have any pets →
dog and cat and some dead fish.

Do you want to change your name →
wanted to change to rihanna but since she got hit by cb,
nevermind.

What time did you wake up today →
6.15am

What were you doing at midnight last night →
lying on my bed feeling irritated with life
and den i fell asleep.

Name something you CANNOT wait for →
o lvls to be over. hope it can be over like NOWNOWNOW.

Last time you saw your father→
yesterday night i think.

What's one thing you wish you could change →
i wish i can be a damn blardy hardworking nerd.

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom →
hahahaha wat the hell no.

What's getting on your nerves right now →
im not going to type it here.

What's your real name →
okay la fine. actually i am angelina jolie.

Elementary/primary School →
st. hildas

High School →
anglican high

Hair color →
black and brown lol.

Long or short →
Long

Righty or lefty →
Righty

FIRSTS:

First surgery →
breast implantations.
hahahahaha okay la fine this one cannot bluff.
where got ppl so stupid waste money go breast implant still A -.-

First piercing →
ears. when i was... 5?

first best friend →
this girl called joan. lol.
okay i shall tell a secret.
faris was one of my kindergarten best friends.

first sport you joined→
swimming!
im damn proud to say tt i learnt swimming when i was 3-4.

First pet →
a shitzu called jojo
i think i didn't know how to take care den something bad happened to his eye .___.
came home one day and it was gone.
my dad dun want to tell me where he send her to D:

First vacation →
Malaysia i think

First crush →
hehehe kindergarten la dun rmb his name.

CURRENTLY:

Eating →
not eating. walao im not always eating can.

Drinking →
not drinking too.

Waiting →
for an sms

YOUR FUTURE:

Want kids? →
actually............ see how only la.

Want to get married?→
Yea

Careers in mind? →
not really..
i rmb someone ask me when i was in pri one.
den i said i wanted to be a princess.

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger →
No

Drank hard liquor →
Yep

Lost glasses/contacts →
no

Ran away from home →
no

Broken someone's heart →
i think so ._.

Been arrested →
no

Turned someone down →
Yea

Cried when someone died →
yea definitely

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself →
yeaaaaa 8D
heh actually sometimes only la.

Miracles →
No

Love at first sight →
depends

Heaven →
i really don't know.

Santa Claus →
hell no.

Kiss on the first date →
depends. lol.

Angels →
no

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

Is there one person you want to be with right now? →
yes

Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time →
yes.
sry wang li hong.
sry arron yan
sry xiao gui
sry pete wentz. although u ran away with ashlee simpson. knnyou.
okay la fine no.

15 ppl to tag:
shermaine
jinni
clara
xiaohui
jasmine
qinhui
darren
joshua
sam
weien
........okay i cannot think of anybody already.
you're tagged if you feel like doing it.

2009-02-23T21:22:00.002+08:00

23 FEBRUARY 2009

currently in the 'don't want to do anything' mood.

damn annoyed by..

i just feel like...

why must you always....

can't things just......

don't bother guessing.

was talking to my pri sch friend.

[Dharni] thinking is heavily endorsed says:
u are still the same Nowelle rite?

honestly,

i don't really know either :/

sucks that just a short period of time without you can make me so.... out of sorts.

2009-02-21T18:49:00.004+08:00

21 FEBRUARY 2009

wa if keep on liddat i think i 1 week put on 5kg already.

anyhoo

went to xiaohui's hse for tuition today.

lol her dad is freaking funny.

he's forever smiling.

and he told me and xh about his accomplishments in life.

he got like certificates for EVERYTHING la.

hahaha. damn funny.

anyway yesterday went kbox with shermaine.

sang for 4 and a half hours.

sing until scared already o.o

lol.

damn disappointed with rihanna.

before she loses her friend of 3+ years

before she loses her best friend of 5+ years

she better change quickly for the better

or else she'll have to bear the consequences.

and and.

im a really happy girl now.

cos my sis bought white wine for me heh heh hehhhh

shall have it with my 2 best friends later.

ben and jerry.

cause im thinking of you.

2009-02-18T22:31:00.006+08:00

18 FEBRUARY 2009
:] :) :D

I think that elizabeth's handwriting is impossibly neat and nice,

and i have decided that my goal shall be to write like her.

prove to qinhui that my handwriting does not look like a guy's one tsk.

my eldest sis had this project to do.

its about anti-smoking and stuff.

and she needed to do it from a small kid's perspective.

so she asked me to do a voice recording for her..... -.-

in the recording i had to ans random questions..

sis: do u know wat is the largest mammal in the world?
me: yes! it is the whale!
sis: do u know wat is the tallest mammal in the world?
me: yes! it is the giraffe!
sis: do you know that ur daddy smokes?
me: yes.
sis: how do u know that?
me: i can always smell it on daddy when he hugs me when he comes back from work.

she managed to convince her colleagues that i was five years old.

.___________.

heng jie's left eye kena some infection,

so now she looks like she's doing o.O all the time. hahaha.

^ me: eh jie i take photo of ur eye ah. i want to pose.

*took photo and showed her*

heng jie: wa siao! damn swollen. okay wait cannot. i must smile. maybe better.

^me: eh jie, like worse leh.

lol

okay la i cannot laugh.

its quite serious.

the doc say if it gets worse, she'ld have to go for surgery.

and the doc said it can 传染 to people.

so now she's like sleeping on the mattress on the floor and i have the whole queen size bed to myself.

hehe.

vday pics:

^看到帅哥时候的表情

i really wonder wat you're thinking

i've been currently craving for white wine recently.

its not really a good thing, i know.. ._.

2009-02-16T19:49:00.002+08:00

16 FEBRUARY 2009

not going to post about vday today.. cos if i do i'll be posting alot of pictures..

and theres like 2 big tests tmr and i haven study yet.

really need to wake up le la nowelle knn you.

anyhoooooooooooo.

just want to post about a few quotes i heard these few days.

if i dun post i feel very 不自在. lol.

nowelle: eh vinson i suddenly got headache..

vinson: huh. oh den hurry go lie on the bed.

nowelle: lying liao. den when i close my eyes i feel like the whole world spinning liddat.

vinson: oh den u spin the other way around la.

lolllllllllllllllllll.

qinhui was quarreling with * again.. den both of them each had one of xiaohui's badminton in their hands.

* kept using the racket to ji siao qinhui.

den qinhui got damn irritated and said:

"OI. STOP IT AH. I WHACK UR NEH UNTIL BECOME WAFFLE SHAPE DEN U KNOW."

HAHAHA.

2009-02-12T19:07:00.002+08:00

12 FEBRUARY 2009

gonna be a busy night!!!!

was talking to my mum on the way home in the car.

me: mummy. 我朋友今天有收到玫瑰花leh.
mum: *gasp* 真的ah? 谁送的?
me: 朋友lo.
mum: 男的女的?
me: 男的.
mum: *gasp* 那你有没有?
me: 没有la.
mum: aiyo. 怎么没有? mummy 像你年纪轻轻的时候收玫瑰花收到满手都被刺伤leh. 没有用leh你.

......-.-

think is she take pen knife cut herself den say is rose cut one.

hahaha.

den she went on to say that she think i won't even get a sweet tmr.

WHERE GOT MOTHER SO MEAN ONE!

anyway. im digressing.

the purpose of me blogging today is cos

i just wanted to say that

chris brown whacked rihanna.

.___________________________________.

knn.

rihanna must have been damn annoying.

hehehe

im on chris brown's side.

lol okay la no kidding.

haven really got the whole story yet..

but yea.

chris brown and rihanna lehhh......................................................

2009-02-08T14:21:00.002+08:00

8 FEBRUARY 2009

i guess it doesn't really matter what happens..

i'ld do anything to make you smile.
:)

2009-02-04T19:29:00.002+08:00

4 FEBRUARY 2009

must see the lyrics and watch this:

Hey there Khalilah

Hey there, Khalilah, what’s it like in Baghdad City?

I’m 3,000 miles away but girl tonight you’re looking pretty

Can’t you see?You’re looking really hot, baby. Literally.

Hey there, Khalilah, I am at my latest booking

But I’m writing you tonight to say how much I miss your cooking

So I sob.

Wipe all my tears up with a mop.

There’s no kabob.

Oh, it’s how you cook the meat. How you cook the meat.

Hey there Khalilah, you stay good and cook some coosa

Til I’m back there making money at the Improv in Falluja

Give it time.

I’m bombing really bad this time.

No, not that kind.

Hey there, Khalilah, if I must eat one more Twinkie

Well I might just have to lick my arm and then bite off my pinky

What a scene. The only Arab food I see’s

Attached to me

Oh, it’s how you cook the meat. How you cook the meat.

3,000 miles is far away, but I just want kabob today

I’d eat it all up with a knife and fork.

Why am I so far from you? All they have here is bar-b-que

Which would be good except I don’t eat pork.

The ketchup here is really bad, the mustard’s not a deadly gas

This pizza box tastes better, that’s for sure

And it’s cardboard

Hey there, Khalilah, you’re tahini on falafal

No, you’re not sesame paste but girl I just can’t eat without you

So you know. I’ll have kabob when I get home.

And chug rose water like a pro

Cuz I do not like Domino’s

Oh no I don’t.

hehehe.

i like the The only Arab food I see’s attached to me part

haha.

anyway was having this convo with shermaine the other day..

apparently she wasn't having a very good day.

but i think i think thats wat made the convo so amusing.

lol.

S: JUST NOW SAW A CAT ON THE ROAD
S: LOOK LIKE ME
N: den u go kick it
N: lol
S: GOT EYES, EAR MOUTH BUT I NO WHISCKERS LAH
S: THEN I LAUGH AT IT
S: THEN HE LAUGH BACK
S: I TOOK A STICK AND POKE IT
S: THEN HE JUMP UP AND ATTACK ME
N: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
N: U KNOW IM LIKE LAUGHING UNTIL NOW LOL
N: THE CAT LAUGH BACK LOL
N: WTH
S: THEN AFTER THAT I SHOUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

N: den he shout welle............

N: lol

S: THEN HE SAY YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS

S: THEN I WHACK IT BEFORE IT CN REACH ME
S: THEN HE FLY OFF ONTO THE ROAD
S: BANG THE CAR WINDSHIELD
S: FLUNG ONTO A TRUCK
S: THEN ONTO THE GROUND A LAMBORGHINI SPEED OVER IT
S: AND A CYCLIST STOP BY IT TO LOOK AT IT AND SAID
S: WOW!
S: BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?
S: THE FUCKING CAT GOT 9 LIVES
S: SO LIKE THAT STILL HAVE AROUND 3
S: STUPID
S: THEN I DAM ANGRY
S: VERY VERY ANGRY
S: BUT THE CATJUST SMILE AT ME
S: WITH THE
S: 'AHAHHAHAHA I'M ALIVE'
S: FACE
S: I SMACK IT
S: THEN HE CLAW MY LEG
S: WAH
S: I DAM DAM ANGRY
S: YOU KNOW WHAT I DID?
N: u pour salt water into his eyes lol
S: WHAT THE HELL?
S: NO
S: I TOOK A SHAVER AND SHAVE AWAY ALL OF ITS FUR
S: THEN I GRAB IT'S TAIL AND SWING IT
S: SWING AND FLUNG IT AWAY
S: THEN HEAR A
S: 'MEOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW'
S: THEN BOOOM
S: THEN i THINK IT DIED
S: IDONTKNOW
S: HOPEFULLY
N: Sent a wink: knock knock
S: WHO'S THERE?
N: THE CAT...
N: I WANT MY FUR BACK U DUMBASS
S: YOU STUPID CAT
S: GO EAT YOUR SHIT
S: AND SOAK YOURSELF IN H2O
S: YOU IDIOTIC ASSHOLE WHO WASTE WATER SO NOW SCARED OF IT
S: STUPID
S: IF I SEE YOU AGAIN
S: TELL YOU YOU HAVE A MILLION LIVES ALSO NOT ENOUGH
S: rarrrw
N: MEOW U KUKUBIRD
N: I WILL TAKE A SCISSORS AND CUT UR PONYTAIL AND STUFF IT UP YOUR NOSE
S: YOU STUPID KITTY SHUT UP
S: BAD KITTY
S: YOU FATY POOOOO
S: EVEN GARFIELD NOT AS FAT AS YOU
S: FURLESS ASSHOLE
S: SO FAT NO FUR
S: LIKE SOME IDIOT
S: YOU NEH NEH POK
N: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA LOL FURLESS ASSHOLE
S: I CUT YOUR TAIL AND ATUFF UP YOUR ANUS
S: MY HAIR WILL GROW UNLIKE YOUR STUPID TAIL
S: HAHAHHAS
S: TAILESS FURLESS ASSHOLE
S: THINK YOU LOOK LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT
N: HAHAHA OKAY STOP IT I LAUGH UNTIL MY MOUTH VERY SUAN ALR
N: lol shen jing bing
N: u need to see the doctor
N: tmr i bring u go coach daniel

amusing friend. lol.

2009-02-03T20:08:00.002+08:00

the cat got my tongue.

if i knew that it would make things so fucked up
seriously, i'ld have told you the world.

and throughout the whole conversation i kept repeating tt im sorry.
sorry for not realising i was doing it
sorry for not understanding how you feel
sorry for not being her.
sorry for disappointing you
sorry for not telling you

sorry for not knowing how to be a friend
sorry for not being nice
sorry for prioritising guys more den you
sorry for always stealing your friends.

like, fuck the secret.

you kept asking me What If.
the thing is.
i wouldn't have done it
If
i knew this would happen
right?

everyone makes mistakes.
sorry for being someone who makes far too many mistakes.

im not angry..
im just
tired and irritated that we're going through this again.
i know you are too.

2009-02-03T17:42:00.002+08:00

3 FEBRUARY 2009

hey girl, i just want you to know that im real proud of you
that you're letting go
although you know its not going to be easy
you know you have the dua neh bu supporting you forever and always :]
this time,
i know its going to be different from the past times
you're not gonna give up
you're gonna prove that you can do it kay :]

went to cut my fringe today.

my sis ask the person to cut my fringe shorter cos she dun want to waste money cutting my hair anytime soon... -.-

i think i look like some cock now.

but nvm. hair will grow.

人美就好 hehehehehe.

heh.

i am now bang until cannot bang already.

lol my maid came to tell me that she had a friendster account

den she ask me go view her account and add her.

haha. interesting lady.

that kind of fear thats stopping me from getting too close to friends.
that kind of fear thats stopping me from being myself infront of you.
that kind of fear that once made me feel so helpless.
its coming back.
please don't let it happen again..

2009-01-31T14:49:00.013+08:00

31 JANUARY 2009

this is gonna be a very pictureful post.

除夕

初一

^The forever-eating woman.初二

^WIN HANDS DOWN.

^SOME of the money she won from inbetween ): damn. half of tt was from me la....

^ "我性感吗？"^Jie Jie Flory T.T初三 (school)

^qianyi here veh pretty :D

^class of sleepwalkers. tsktsktsk :]^ hahaha look at xiaohui at the back lol 8D

初三 (home)

^bowling girls! :]
^This fella loves gambling too much. lol.

2009-01-24T20:03:00.008+08:00

24 JANUARY 2009

for shermaine as promised:

my hot cousin, who came into my room and took off his shirt cos he was feeling hot..

his name is jeffrey.

we call him fifi zai.

haha.

my sis: fifi zai! look at ur fat stomach!

fifi zai: *squeeze stomach* a little bit only!!

lollll.

anyway, this is my 400th post!!!

yes yes. this blog has been through alot.

want to post something more, like, meaningful.

but tonight is going to be a busy night....

....because i need to complete alot of cny homework and study emath.

heh.

ohyea. cny was pretty good.

ate ALOT.

i confirm lose the bet one ._________.

I LOST MORE DEN $100 WHILE GAMBLING THIS YEAR KNNBBQCHICKENWING $#%^!&^*!

ohya, today my maid went back home.

walao eh i was like...... damn affected the whole day.

imagine not being able to see one of ur family member anymore.

i mean, she is family.

she's been with me since i was born leh.

ohwells. she has her own family back home too.

hope she can hurry sheng triplets den faster come back lol.

hope tmr'll turn out fine.

2009-01-22T19:05:00.002+08:00

22 JANUARY 2009
you're killing meeeee.........

first things first...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HENG JIE :D

hope you can go inside SC and get close to your eyecandy hehehe.

1) tiring day
2) tmr got bio test. kns ):
3) i need a hair cut.
4) i want to eat healthily like lishan

maybe shermaine's right

maybe i shouldn't.

._______.

imma go take a nap now bye.

2009-01-20T21:16:00.003+08:00

20 JANUARY 2009

what a lovely day :]

got me smiling like some idiot all the way home.

theres 2 maids in my house now..

cos today my new maid came.

she's damn nice and cute.

she calls me 'nowelle Mamm'

hahaha 8D

and she'll inform me that she's going into my room to clean my room.

real nice girl :]

but my old maid is like going back in 9 days..

im starting to feel quite bad.

like. i've not been a very good 'boss'

she's been with me my whole life.

seriously.

since my sis was born.

so she's with my family for 17 years.

guess its only right she go back home and spend her time with her family..

but i really dun want her to leave ):

how true,

how you will only learn to cherish someone after you lose her.

i painted the rabbit for our class notice board..

not bad hor. like still got diff shades one

hehe.

okay la fine is i paint not even tts why liddat la.

MEH MEH. okay from this angle the monkey looks like he's gonna do something naughty to the meh meh...

2009-01-18T16:24:00.005+08:00

18 JANUARY 2009
gotta see you, boo.

went shopping with clara and shermaine again yesterday :]

im done with my cny clothes hehehe.

after that went to yiwen's birthday chalet.

been awhile since i last saw her

been awhile since i saw the whole gang of crazy people 8]

million years since i last really talked to this babe .__.^

this fella was trying to guai lan jon last nite hahahahaha^

my sis and the birthday girl. they both got the same birthday :]^

played truth or dare and this other stupid game

which i kept losing at.

the punishment was:

jacq jacq had to pole dance around me.

-.-

trust me.

you really wouldn't want to be the pole.

hahahahahahahahaha.

nahhhhh. eh i think she dance like quite hot seriously lol

yesyes.

it was a pretty good day.

gonna take the chi test tmr to see if i can still stay in hcl.

quite scared actually.

cos i really really,

really really don't wanna drop hcl.

painting my sis's room now.

painting one wall of the room only.

so now one side of the room is like dark purple and the other is light purple.

hope it'll turn out nice.

my sis and i are like screwing up the wall.

shit shit shit.

miss you like shit ):

2009-01-17T00:35:00.002+08:00

17 JANUARY 2009

"i need you dua neh BOO,

Gotta see you dua neh BOO!"

hellooooooooooooooooooooooo.

today was a pretty normal day.

im happy that i read finish sing to the dawn just before the test.

the story and everything was still fresh in my head.

hopefully won't get thaaaaat low.

heh.

i can't wait for cny.

but cny means alot of good food

and alot of good food means imma put on weight.

im really missing you now.

2009-01-15T21:24:00.003+08:00

15 JANUARY 2009

helplessly in love with chris brown

my new name is nowelle rihanna tan.

okay this shall be a short post.

since tmr got eng test and i haven read finish sing to the dawn .__.

cannot screw this up.

helped out with class notice board today.

kindly head to www.x-justbeingme.blogspot.com for pictures

hehe.

i needa trim my helmet really soon.

its starting to get irritating.

2009-01-14T00:45:00.002+08:00

14 JANUARY 2009

where'd you go?

i miss you so..

prob the best performance at the VMAs. ever.

2009-01-12T16:40:00.005+08:00

12 JANUARY 2009

if you wanna know the truth; you make or break my day.

AM I THAT SMELLY?

why do the mosquitoes keep flying around me and bite me.

damn you mosquitoes >:[

got back o lvl cl results today.

all my seniors were like

"ahyaaa. very easy get a1 one la! i did damn bad i also get a1 lo! summore fighting with neighbourhood sch leh!"

but look at what i got -.-

apparently the neighbourhood schools aren't that bad in chinese okayyy..

or. rather.

i. am. very. very. bad. at. chinese.

bugger.

my mum keep asking wat my friends got.

and den after hearing all of my friends' results,

she couldn't take it.

"eh很烂leh你!我没有话可以跟你讲leh."

knsbbqchickenwing):

okay im sorry im not that bright.

haiz and i thought i could get an A

knsbbqchickenmcnugget #!$&#!*#

okay i shall stop whining like a dying pig.

photos of day out with xiaohui shermaine clara :D

hahaha i like shermaine's face in this photo 8D ^

okay stop focusing on my fat arms ^

we were trying to give the hair-to-one-side-smile-big-big-jinni look. hahaha. ^

okay imma go karaokeparty.com now and sing my heart out byeee.

2009-01-10T23:12:00.015+08:00

10 JANUARY 2009

went out with shermaine clara xiaohui just now to far east for shopping for cny 8D

damn sian.

bought like one dress one backpack two ear rings one friendship band

and my $90 is gone .___________.

but ohwells.

shouldn't regret since i've already bought it.

heh

clara had great buys today.

i wish i got as much stuff as her!

anyhoo. i had fun today :]

my laptop is back from servicing 8D

which means i can continue posting about alot of overdue stuff.

Things to post:
-new year resolutions
-day out with cheryl jie heng jie.
-xmas eve party
-chrismas day party
-malaysia trip (26dec-31dec)
-new year countdown at vivo
-malaysia trip (2jan-4jan)

Malaysia trip (26dec-31dec)

okay i just gotta post these photos heh.

my sis's iphone got this real cool application that can take polaroid-like photos

which i think is damn blardy cool.

we took like dunno how many 100 photos hahahaha.

pardon some of the photos. i dunno why i cannot turn them ._________.

i look like a dead fish ^

LOL so annoying ^

New year countdown at vivo

let the pictures do the talking 8D

lol notice qinhui and vinson's face when they take with yx :

LOL i see sam i want to laugh. we forced him to do it.^

if i become any whiter, i'll be this colour:

qinhui finally agrees to smile:

yes. very very overdued photos.

but better late den never la hor.

heh heh.

okay imma go sleep now. nites. or rather morning. since its 2:28am now.

"YOU CHANGE MY WHOLE LIIIIIIIiiiiiiiiiiiiiIIIIIIiiiiiiFE~~"

2009-01-09T21:20:00.002+08:00

9 JANUARY 2009

WEEKENDS FINALLY.

can finally wake up later tmr morning 8D

this morning i had to go school myself

as my dad's car went for servicing.

i waited quite awhile for bus 31.

den the bus finally came.

i happily got onto my two feet and stepped forward.

as i the bus stopped right infront of my face,

i looked at the amount of people inside.

the front of the bus was packed like... alright it was just very packed.

packed until the front door of the bus couldn't open.

BUT!

the back of the bus was somewhat quite empty.

so the nice bus uncle shouted at the people to move to the back

so i can get onto the bus

BUT!

none of them moved an inch.

S E R I O U S L Y.

they totally acted like the uncle was talking to himself.

and so. the uncle had no choice.

the bus drove away. right infront of my very small eyes.

hence i had no choice but run to the mrt station to take the mrt.

shit those ppl in the bus. i hope the bus broke down and all of them were late for school.

muhahahahahahahahahaha.

heh okay no just kidding.

went to watch Bedtime Stories and Yesman yesterday went xiaohui shermaine and naomi.

rob schneider and jim carrey is the shit! 8D

i like the part in bedtime stories when rob schneider went

"i will give you the horse for *takes deep breath* freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!"

heh.

2009-01-07T20:20:00.002+08:00

7 JANUARY 2009

was supposed to study with swine *SNORRRRRRRRRT* today

we made wednesday our study day!

yes yes. we are damn determind to do well for o's.

anyhoo, we didn't study. lol.

went to buy stationeries instead.

and den vinson came to join us.

went to yoshinoya for dinner

talked and talked and talked

hahaha it was quite and enjoyable talk.

"guys got baby face damn weird la. imagine a baby with moustache."

hahaha 8D

im glad i got best friends like them.

MY HEART BEATING DAMN FAST NOWWWWWWWW 8D

2009-01-06T21:44:00.002+08:00

6 JANUARY 2008
i just don't really want/know how to look at you anymore.

chinese test was screwed.

but its kinda expected

since i didn't touch hong lou meng at all.

i freaking wrote that bao yu liked dai yu

because dai yu was younger den bao yu.

my eldest sis's birthday.

went to this jap restaurant for alacart buffet.

ate like no tmr 8D

like one small bowl of noodles and one plate of kimchi thing and sotong and alot of chicken and pork and beef and sushi.

and im having cheesecake later hahahaha

eh cannot blame me lor.

it will be rude not to eat the cake cos its my sis's birthday.

therefore.

DIET STARTS TMR.

hehe.

you don't know how much i regret.

life is fucking harsh :/

2009-01-05T22:14:00.002+08:00

i was wishing so badly that vinson was just kidding and that the bad news was actually good news.
didn't know it'll affect me so much .____.
like im still thinking about it. like. now.
speechless.

im okay la vinson DUN WORRY haha.

2009-01-01T12:39:00.009+08:00

5 JANUARY 2009

This was supposed to be posted on 1 jan, but anyways.

this is my first post for 2009! :]

2009 2009 2009 2009

for the next few days confirm write 2008 on worksheets one.

last year i wrote 2007 until like end of february i think.

._______.

okay moving on.

Got damn alot of things to post.

Things to post:

-new year resolutions

-day out with cheryl jie heng jie.

-xmas eve party

-chrismas day party

-malaysia trip (26dec-31dec)

-new year countdown at vivo

-malaysia trip (2jan-4jan)

i think i shouldn't make new year resolutions

cos i'll be wasting my time and energy

since i dun fulfil them ._____.

and theres chi test tmr

but im still gonna make them anyhoo

hong lou meng can kiss my ass >:]

NOWELLE'S NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!

every year i make like the same kind of resolutions -.-

okay this year i will try to be more creative.

1) LOSE 3KG!

decided to be practical. losing 5kg is too hard for nowelle. looking at her very great love for food.

2) SAVE MONEY!

yes. very important this one. my goal is to save at least $5 every week!! can you imagine how much money i can save?? it'll be like at least 200 bucks! 8D

3) GET A SINGLE DIGIT L1R5

im not really aiming for 6. but below 10 would be good enough :]

4) GET TO KNOW CLASSMATES, CCAMATES, OTHERMATES BETTER

something that should have been done like long time ago.

5) I WANT _ _ _ _ ! 8D

yes yes go ahead and guess.

i think the last one is the most important hehehe.

20 DECEMBER 2008 (day out with cheryl jie and heng jie)

was on the way home from qianyi's hse

so was damn tired

den my sis called me

cheryl: "xin, wanna come find us at bugis?"

nowelle: "dun want la.. i very tired. want to go home sleep."

cheryl: "just come la! we're having fun!"

nowelle: "dun want.. i want to go home."

cheryl: "you sure? we're having pasta for dinner eh."

nowelle: "huh. oh. den.. okay la i go find you all."

it just came so naturally -.-

wth is wrong with me.

MALAYSIA TRIP (26DEC-31DEC)

the main purpose of going to malaysia was to attend my biao ge's wedding. but we drove to many other places too. shall not type much. let the pictures do the talking :]

at my biao ge's hse:

the bride very pretty 8]

she more helmet den me right!

the wedding dinner:

the wedding dinner was like damn different from those singapore kind. they had like this big stage and a karaoke o.o den the groom's friends went on stage and sang this rock song. lol.

we tried opening our eyes big big and mouth big big hehe:

the next day we drove to hatyai, thailand:

bought a pair of muaythai shorts there 8D haha.

okay other photos and stuff will be updated in the next post byeeee.

2008-12-31T16:54:00.002+08:00

31 DECEMBER 2008

IM BACK :D

yes, its been awhile.

great christmas eve
great christmas day
great malaysia trip
great year

lets hope its gonna be a great countdown party later!! 8D

will update tmr heh :P

CHEERS!
Happy New Year :D
hope you're having as much fun as me. heh.

it just kinda scares me that
its the last day of the year

wow o.o

2008-12-21T16:50:00.002+08:00

21 DECEMBER 2008

Went to qianyi's house for sleepover day before yesterday with amanda and shermaine.

lol everytime go qianyi's house can never find a minute tt im super hungry.

theres like always things to eat there

hehe

watched cape no.7, what happens in vegas and 21.

the subtitles for cape no.7 sucked like no mum.

but it seems like a nice show..

so i think imma go watch it on the net later.

time really passes damn fast.

like its gonna be christmas in 4 days!

and in another 11 days its gonna be the new year!!

guess im gonna make a new new years resolution soon :]

although i never once achieved my goal heh but make make also fun la hor heh.

i dun even rmb wat was my new years resolution for this year lol.

today i woke up at 3.50pm

haven been getting proper sleep these days

always sleep at like 4-5am

heh cos me and my sis have been playing karaokeparty and i-dressup every night

go try out www.karaokeparty.com seriously

its damn addictive

although i always seem to fail... -.-

BUT i know its my mic's fault!

heh lol.

okay imma go play i-dressup now heh :]

2008-12-17T14:24:00.003+08:00

17 DECEMBER 2008

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i've like 2 days more to finish my homework and im blardy scared i cannot finish i dun want to make people angry/sad/fustrated/pekchek anymore cos its not good or nice or right and i am out of gao zhi ahhhhhhhh i feel like im in jail damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn its not nice doing the same thing over and over and over again every single day for one week and yet the whole thing doesn't seem to be getting any lesser i know im wasting time here but i really cannot take it anymore i think next year while studying for o lvls i'll just die at my table or something i wish i can like go to sleep now and wake up and alllllllllllllllllllllll my homework is done yes i know u wish it can happen too it would be nice wouldn't it but since when is life that easy dang can someone like entertain me or something its like me and my dear homework for one whole day but den again no dun come and entertain me i dun wanna get distracted and waste time ahhhhhhhh knn you life D:

2008-12-15T17:33:00.004+08:00

15 DECEMBER 2008

.........the photos are still synchronizing .____.

okay its cos i haven been online for quite some time..

argh life is so boring

i can't go out unless i finish all my homework D:

and i have to finish all my homework by friday if not i cannot go sleepover at qianyi's

so recently i've been trying very hard to finish as much homework as possible.

and its really quite annoying that i've not even completed half of the list.

and so i wanted to go running to relieve some stress

and fats

but i turn around and looked out of the window

and IMMEDIATELY

it started raining.

yes. life is this sad ._______.

ohwells. on a lighter note...

1. The person who tagged you is?

Jinni loo :]

2. You relationship with Him/Her?

classmate, fellow bowling-ian :D

3. Your 5 impression of Him/Her

1) whines heh heh heh :X

2) quite good at suan-ing people (got suaned by her the whole chalet -o- hahaha :])

3) damn slim!

4) likes pink and red?

5) yan cheng xu's wife (let you shuang abit la hor heh)

4. The most memorable thing that He/She has done for you.

don't really know leh ._____. erm secretly calling me to the kitchen during chalet so that i can eat ice-cream first? HAHA

5. The most memorable thing that He/She has said to you?

"*smiles* JOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"

6. If He/She becomes your LOVER, things He/She has to improve is?

must be taller and more man and more muscular and your boobs gotta be gone man hahaha 8D

7. If He/She becomes your enemy, you will?

sad? :/ cos life would be less interesting seriously lol.

8. What is the thing that you want to tell Him/Her now?

ay, i've decided to be eyecandy-less! :]

9. Your overall impression of Him/Her.

puny but full of crap heh

1o. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?

i really don't know ):

11. The character you love of yourself is?

don't really like my character..

12. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

where do i begin... .____.

13. The most ideal person you want to be is?

RIHANNA COS OF HER HOT BOYFRIEND HEH okay no. i guess same as jinni's answer. me, but just better. heh.

14. For people(s) who cares & likes you, say something to them.

YES YOU HAVE MADE A WISE CHOICE TO DO SO WAHAHA heh. okay i care and like you too lol.

15. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know their feel about you

1)shermaine

2)xiaohui

3)jasmine

4)darren

5)qinhui

6)weien (lol sorry ><)

7)clara

8)naomi

9)joshua

10)kelvin

16. Who No.6 with? (weien)

don't know? haha.

17. Is No.9 female or male? (joshua)

male.

18. If No.7 & No.1 be together , will it be a good thing? (clara&shermaine)

lol yes. they will both motivate each other to jian fei. which is quite ridiculous cos both are freaking skinny lol.

19. What is No.2 studying about? (Xiaohui)

pizzas 8D heh nah same stuff as me la. just that she's doing so much better at it :/

20. When was the last time you chat with No.3? (jasmine)

class chalet. huh. thats quite long ago eh .____.

21. What kind of music does No.8 like? (naomi)

haha easy! DAVID ARCHULETA SONGS.

22. Does No.1 has siblings? (shermaine)

yea she has a sibling. :]

23. Will you WOO No.3? (jasmine)

if i were a guy, yea why not :D den i'll be like the.... not alot la. just the 1183987264987598th guy in the queue lol.

24. How about No.7? (clara)

YES. which guy wouldn't want a tan, slim, tall and pretty babe as his girl?

25. Is No.4 single? (darren)

lol this one i also dunno. yes i think.

26. What is the surname of No.5? (Qinhui)

TAN!

27. What is the hobby of No.1? (shermaine)

lol i dunno leh, listening to songs, blog hopping? okay i know its not really a hobby... -.-

28. Does No.5 and No.9 get along well ? (qinhui & joshua)

haha yes quite well i guess.

29. Where is No.2 studying at ? (xiaohui)

ahs 3h'08 :]

3o. Talk something about No.1 . (shermaine)

she's really really nice :] words cannot express.

31. Have you tried developing feelings for No.8 ? (naomi)

hahaha nahhhhhhhh..... thats up to _________ to do it 8D

32. Where does No .9 stay ? (joshua)

near me, bedok :D

33 . Are you, No.1 & No.5 bestfriends ? (shermaine & qinhui)

not really best friends la. good friends lo. heh.

34. Does No.1 has pets ? (shermaine)

nahh. okay i don't know if she has fishes anot but i know she doesn't have a dog or a cat lol.

35. Is No.7 The sexiest person in the world ? (clara)

almost la. she's 2nd. im 1st. hiak hiak hiak.

36. What is No.1 doing now ? (shermaine)

i don't know leh actually. prob eating.

ohya. i decided to give everybody back wat i owe them before the new year comes.

so if theres anything i owe you, just tell me. lol.

currently on the list is qinhui's birthday cake.

which i've been owe-ing since sept. heh.

2008-12-11T15:14:00.002+08:00

11 DECEMBER 2008

feel like shit right now :/

cos the year's ending.

sec 4's coming.

homework not touched.

feel like im gonna miss this year alot.

and realised that

i've not been a very nice person.

._________.

jinni's sending me the class photos now.

synchronizing.

154 photos.

and its synchronizing one by one o.o

guess the photos will have to be updated another day

cos they're taking too damn long :/

walao im a horrible person argh

2008-12-05T22:32:00.003+08:00

5 DECEMBER 2008

back from chalet.

wasn't too bad.. :]

was damn tired though.

remembered that the first thing i did when i reached home was put down my bag,

change into clean clothes,

on the fan,

and sleep immediately.

lol did all those in 5 mins.

i remember that when i was trying to sleep

i still felt the motion sickness from the wave pool in www

wth rite o.o

anyways,

felt like i could have enjoyed myself more..

but ohwells

was quite nice 8]

anything and everything that is said in the room on the last nite during truth or truth

STAYS there please o.o

im still wondering why i said that.

xiaohui is a born liar!!!

i think from the beginning of the year until now she cheat me like 50 times alr.

no joke -.-

during the chalet alone is already like... -.- 10 times?

and i can actually believe her lie again immediately after she lie to me.

lol -.-

okay la fine maybe is my own gullibility :/

shall post pictures after i get them from qinhui and jasmine.

ohya, this year's 3H'08 chalet is at the exact same room as last year's 2B'07 chalet.

pretty freaky but yea it was cool.

memories.

haha.

i've been sleeping so much since the chalet.

but now its only 11 and im like damn damn damn beat .______.

guess imma sleep soon.